Sunday, October 02, 2005

SCUM!

Arg!!!!!!!!!!!....what the hell....4pm plus manda Called..."edwin pam is in hospital!!!" omg i JOlt OUt Of my bed!...in the end i Found OUt It wAS a SCUM!

its so hurting....

plus...she was laughing all he way....and she was like saying about him all the way!!!!...arg...why are you doing this?! BECOX YOUR BORED!

Went out....

u know what? manda Called this morning arOUnd 10am....but i Was like HAlf ASleep? haha...tHEn pam called....yAPx...i was like wow they called so early? hAha...but nvm...yApx...i wanted to talk to her aniway...

tAlk until like 1pm...tHEy need to go...(i just cant take it thinking who ur with!@#$)

Alvin called...after the call...YAppx..."eh edwin wanna go libary?" i was like ok...i need to go out aniway...

mEet up at central...EAt MAc...Arg! no appetide...u all should know larx...=( treat alvin MILO...yAr...cox i dun lIke to eat alone...

after...Went StRaight tO libAry....StuDy!!! (u know know how can i study in this kinda mood?) i went there becox i wanna...cool down...3pm le...Libary need to closed...

ok fine! went to COFFee BEan And...StuDy...bouGht unltimate...dun lIKe to drink alone...bought for alvin mocha...yAppx...CAlled JAckson down too...treat him tOo YAppx...(Thanks for acompany me when im feeling down)...really...

6pm Errr u can only study until 6pm...OK FINE!...went to watch THE MYTH...6.45pm...At jUnction 8...Haix...( sad memories lingers)...saw some thing...one day which change my life!@#$%)

aniway just to tell u guys J8 is my fav Shopping PLace...Spent 6yEars there...yAppx...my primary sch...near there Very nEAr...Kou chan presbytrian...

it was LIke Dark After we Went Out...During the movie i was like "TOUCH"? or maybe thinking about her larx...tears dropped but my fren din know...

ITS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO HIDE MY FEELINGS IN FRONT OF MY FRENZ...some times i really feel like crying but i have to be STRONG....

u know what? i went to the hawker center and ate my FAV KUEY ...err dun know what...
i just cant ContROL!!!! i CRIED IN FRONT OF MY FRENZ!!! omg tats was like the 1ST time they saw me cry...i soooo what lor...EVERY BODY WAS LOOKING!!!!


haix...i tried controling but...nvm...we went drinking....near my house there...yap...then they came to my HOuse...rite now...

tHEn i called her...she was bz...HAix...but later found out she was talking to manda and samual...tHEn errr i join in..yAr tAlk for QuiTe long...until 4am? yAppx...but She Really makes me think of the pass what i did...sorry...

HIAx...seriously in the pass din treat her good enuff...i KNow...And I sAid ThOSe STUPIT thingz to her...omg...And i NEVER TOT OF HER FEELINGS....sorry really...i tot u take it lightly but no...and u know what? from the start i have already hurt her...Haix...Cox i diao her...HAix...but i have my reasons hope u Really understand....